A month hasn't passed since the Lunar New Year and I have experienced many obstacles.
My car got towed, cha ching $160. Got a ticket, cha ching $60. Failed my biology midterm. Missed my stop two times.
Got a violation warning from swagbucks.com. Being constipated for almost a week. A friend's issue.
Unable to confront my feelings to certain people. Fell asleep in class caused half blind on my both eyes for 50 minutes.
Have floater symptoms. Spilled hot soup on my left hand.
Well, at least I am still alive. God is definitely playing bazinga with me.
But, I don't care. I believe soon everything will be okay.
I just want to say thank you to those who has been there for me all the time.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
Lonely Coffee Shop (一)
I walked in a
Lonely Coffee Shop at the dark corner surrounded with blue lights.
I ordered a cup of coffee contained my complicated but adventurous life.
A life full of warmth and romance; A life full of loneliness and coldness.
I put my life on the table as a bet to live in this world hoping in exchange of an destination;
An destination to .......
(1)
Have anyone had this feeling about a person once were closed is not the same as before?
Has he/she changed? Or have I changed? Or is our friendship same as love?
After a period of time, we finally come to a result:
"We are not as compatible as we thought we were?!"
As the person becomes closer to my other friends than me,
should I get mad at this person, or get mad at myself (since I have failed to construct our friendship well)?
Or am I simply thinking too much on this matter?
Am I focusing on little details and forgetting to look at the big picture?
Sometimes, I just want to let go and leave that circle to avoid future madness.
Not seeing, not asking, not thinking; life would be much easier and I would have less burden to carry!
I am drinking a bitter Expresso!
傷心咖啡店深藍色的燈光存在於黑暗的角落
我走進了傷心咖啡店裡，以一杯咖啡的代價，
經歷了人生中最混亂豐富的旅程。
我看見了人間最浪漫溫暖的感情，
也看見了人間最孤獨無情的面貌。
在這個世界生存，拿著自己的生命冒險，
只求換取一個出口。我的出口是.......(尋找中)
(一)
當你覺得曾經是好朋友的朋友已經不再是那時候的他時
是他變了，還是自己，還是像愛情一樣
we are not as compatible as we thought we were!?
當他跟自己身邊的人好過於跟自己時，
應該對他生氣，還是檢討自己？還是自己想太多了？
還是所看到的都是小細節，但卻忽略其他的細節？
有時很想就這樣撒手離開。不去想，不去尋找答案，不去問！
說不定會活得更快樂。
正在喝著 苦澀Expresso!
Lonely Coffee Shop at the dark corner surrounded with blue lights.
I ordered a cup of coffee contained my complicated but adventurous life.
A life full of warmth and romance; A life full of loneliness and coldness.
I put my life on the table as a bet to live in this world hoping in exchange of an destination;
An destination to .......
(1)
Have anyone had this feeling about a person once were closed is not the same as before?
Has he/she changed? Or have I changed? Or is our friendship same as love?
After a period of time, we finally come to a result:
"We are not as compatible as we thought we were?!"
As the person becomes closer to my other friends than me,
should I get mad at this person, or get mad at myself (since I have failed to construct our friendship well)?
Or am I simply thinking too much on this matter?
Am I focusing on little details and forgetting to look at the big picture?
Sometimes, I just want to let go and leave that circle to avoid future madness.
Not seeing, not asking, not thinking; life would be much easier and I would have less burden to carry!
I am drinking a bitter Expresso!
傷心咖啡店深藍色的燈光存在於黑暗的角落
我走進了傷心咖啡店裡，以一杯咖啡的代價，
經歷了人生中最混亂豐富的旅程。
我看見了人間最浪漫溫暖的感情，
也看見了人間最孤獨無情的面貌。
在這個世界生存，拿著自己的生命冒險，
只求換取一個出口。我的出口是.......(尋找中)
(一)
當你覺得曾經是好朋友的朋友已經不再是那時候的他時
是他變了，還是自己，還是像愛情一樣
we are not as compatible as we thought we were!?
當他跟自己身邊的人好過於跟自己時，
應該對他生氣，還是檢討自己？還是自己想太多了？
還是所看到的都是小細節，但卻忽略其他的細節？
有時很想就這樣撒手離開。不去想，不去尋找答案，不去問！
說不定會活得更快樂。
正在喝著 苦澀Expresso!
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